Finally calmed down ENOUGH to process last night and post.
Firstly, take away all the noise, top of league in Dec, 5 points clear, etc - unreal I know!
But sadly, my head is noisy with what I have been seeing in recent weeks, and yes Frank that is the championship, I know! Here are my thoughts and before people jump on it, it's only my opinion/how I feel and as a caveat, I am as glass half empty as they come!
- We haven't comfortably won a game in weeks, and no Charlton doesn't count as it was yet another game where we conceded first.
- Haj is so frustrating in so many ways, his general vibe and casual nature only goes well for him when he is scoring but the man cannot head a ball for his life.
- Not winning last night was so Cov, we will never be given a better chance to win at that place. I don't want to hear any of this valuable point rubbish, the way the game panned out, we should 100% have won.
- I'm fully aware that us winning so many games has made me very spoilt/privileged etc, but that doesn't take away the issues I am starting to see in the performances, notably the lack of ability to keep a clean sheet. I have no idea how we ever went on that run.
- Why is it, EMC is giving away on average about 5 fouls a game? It's not even his fault half of the time tbh, but the referees are so bad, they just don't see the game in the same way as most people who have played it. The one last night where the lad fell over on the byline was a absolute joke.
- The oldest record ever played I know but lack of squad depth was ALWAYS going to catch up with us, and it will only get worse in next few weeks.
- I don't think we go up, AMAZING start but I just don't feel it.
- Despite our incredible run this season, we never beat parachute teams - ever. There has been Ipswich and Leicester so far, we will 100% lose at Southampton, then maybe we draw with Ipswich but don't be surprised if by the middle of Jan we are 5th or 6th.
- Lastly, the 2 clowns on the second tier with their jinx "we were wrong about Lampard" video too, people like that will LOVE to see us fall away and annoyingly they will all likely be delighted when it happens.
There, had to vent and get it off the chest. Again, this is just my view and yes, perhaps I am simply so terrified of being disappointed that I am going with this negativity to protect myself lol, but I'm nearly 40 and Cov have made me like this!
Let's hope we can win on Saturday, or else I can see a real meltdown from me, which will be interesting as that evening I am with the other half of the family in Finland.