This isn’t so much about the matchday experience, and perhaps it belongs in its own thread, but I just don’t feel as connected to the club this season.
Whether it’s a promotion hangover, a football hangover (World Cup), or something else and the season doesn’t feel as though it has properly started yet. The first game genuinely felt like a friendly. Hull felt like one of those really poor Championship games, just like against that lot last season. The City game felt like an FA Cup day out that we were fairly relaxed about losing, albeit we played well. Then Brighton was simply ridiculous and left me with a feeling awful and I haven't felt like that as a Cov fan in years.
I’m not criticising the club, but so much has changed and it’s often the little things that then add up. The recruitment has felt very similar in terms of the profile we have gone after. The “COV COV COV” thing feels annoyingly odd to me, as does the new elephant logo. The whole “Motor City” thing is a bit meh while “WLADITT” has become boring and “It Had to Be Cov” just doesn't make any sense me at all, just annoying. Can we please bring back ELO and Mr Blue Sky maybe?
This is obviously the direction the club wanted to go in and perhaps I would feel differently if we had won a couple of games, but we haven’t. At the moment, it all feels slightly off, as though we haven’t really started yet or it just isn’t quite us.
The turnover of players probably contributes to that too. So many new lads have arrived with some of the core having left, one is still at the club and not even registered! Perhaps the players themselves aren’t sure whether they belong in the Premier League, and maybe some of us don’t feel that we belong there either?
What I do know is that if we are cut adrift by December, as Wolves were last year then my weekends will start to look very different. Yes, that might sound dramatic and fickle but I can’t help how I feel about it all right now.