When I worked there, guy in my dept. committed suicide. In his 40’s I think, but tough to handle for us, as hadn’t realised he was in any “pain”. Always asking yourself if there was anything you could have done.
My best pal from MF died recently, he’d worked there for around 30 years, and was in his 80’s when he died, but still feeling the loss. Should be thinking “well, he had a good life” but that doesn’t help much.
My eldest daughter is a qualified Grief counsellor Pete and has written a best selling book on dealing with loss...also available as an audio book.
Message me if it may be of interest to you.