I know a City fan who is a top counsellor. One of the nicest people I've met in my life. If you want to pm me, I can try and put him in touch with you. Good luck with what you are going through and condolences.
Feel sorry for Messi - he really does carry this team and having to try stuff he wouldn't normally because the rest of them aren't producing - and even Messi (at the moment) has gone a bit off the boil.
Too risky. Can't afford to waste any of the budget. Prefer up and coming or injury free established. Need to be hungry, not looking for a final pay day.