I think those who've been on here for donkeys years will know that I'm one of the most 'glass half full' posters.
However in this situation, I'm starting to feel really nervous. Yes, we're 8 points clear and have had a really tough run of games and I know that we've had a lot of injuries and illness in the camp which hasn't helped.
I think approx 40 years of being a Cov fan has told me not to get too excited until the fat lady is proper belting our her tunes. I was overly optimistic when we were going through that great run in the first 20 games.
We miss BTA too much. I just hope we bring in some reinforcements ASAP so get back on track so that the last 6 games column on the BBC Championship page is full of Green W boxes next our name, rather than the slightly more regular Red Ls and Grey Ds of the last few weeks.
There's an appropriate level of nerves. We're in the best position we've been as a club for 25 years, with an almighty opportunity to get out of this league.
We've started to play in a way that has made me concerned. We haven't just looked a bit unlucky, we have players on the pitch who aren't pulling their weight. We need to be up for a fight if we want to do this, and recently it hasn't looked like it from some individuals, which has me scratching my head.
I hope it will change and we can all relax a bit, but having a go at people concerned is a bit silly (not that this is the same as people having full blown meltdowns). Every time we fuck up, doing a recount and pretending that is fine is not helping my nerves either, it feels nonchalant!
